Fun times in autistic burnout land

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• Fatigue all the time. If I'm not mentally tired, I'm physically tired. If I'm not physically tired, then I'm mentally tired.


• No energy/motivation to leave my apartment when I don't have to.


• No desire to do anything, really, on my free days.


• "Maybe I should watch a movie." "Nope, can't leave apartment." "Maybe I should go for a nice dinner?" "Nope, can't leave apartment." "Maybe I should grab a free lunch at the law school?" "Can't. Leave. Apartment."


• How do I talk to people. How do I words.


• Homework feels like it takes FOREVER to do.


• "Free time" doesn't really feel like "free time," it feels like "busy trying to get some energy back time."