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rainwaterspark) wrote2016-11-24 12:20 pm
rainwaterspark) wrote2016-11-24 12:20 pm
Fun times in autistic burnout land, continued
This article sums up what I've been feeling lately pretty well. My brain is 100% at the "lol no" stage regarding anything that requires planning/memory.
"Should I leave my apartment?" "lol no" "Should I clean my room and throw out my trash?" "lol no" "Should I start on the damn research paper I need to write in order to graduate??" "LOL NO"
It's really, really frustrating to know that my executive functioning fluctuates and it's hit rock-bottom because of law school. I handled college fine; I was stressed most of the time, but I could get things done. And yet nowadays I'm just sprawled on my bed with my brain on vacation 24/7.
Sigh.
"Should I leave my apartment?" "lol no" "Should I clean my room and throw out my trash?" "lol no" "Should I start on the damn research paper I need to write in order to graduate??" "LOL NO"
It's really, really frustrating to know that my executive functioning fluctuates and it's hit rock-bottom because of law school. I handled college fine; I was stressed most of the time, but I could get things done. And yet nowadays I'm just sprawled on my bed with my brain on vacation 24/7.
Sigh.