rainwaterspark (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
rainwaterspark) wrote2021-01-30 11:32 am
rainwaterspark) wrote2021-01-30 11:32 am
Entry tags:
Moving on to the next stage!!
2021 is starting off with a huge milestone—five years since I first started querying, I finally have a literary agent for my third novel!!!
Honestly, I'm still in the stage of feeling like it's unreal, worrying that I might wake up or take one wrong step and lose my agent, somehow. And I feel like I'm not as euphoric as I thought I would be because I still have doubts about whether my book will be picked up on submission. I don't know whether the pandemic/recent political events/whatever have put me in a state of hypervigilance and it's become impossible for me to rest or celebrate because I'm always thinking about the next potential problem/obstacle. The urge to chase goalposts is such a real thing.
But I'm going to do my best to celebrate by ordering bubble tea this weekend, at least!
Honestly, I'm still in the stage of feeling like it's unreal, worrying that I might wake up or take one wrong step and lose my agent, somehow. And I feel like I'm not as euphoric as I thought I would be because I still have doubts about whether my book will be picked up on submission. I don't know whether the pandemic/recent political events/whatever have put me in a state of hypervigilance and it's become impossible for me to rest or celebrate because I'm always thinking about the next potential problem/obstacle. The urge to chase goalposts is such a real thing.
But I'm going to do my best to celebrate by ordering bubble tea this weekend, at least!