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Mar. 24th, 2017 03:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rainwatersparkMe: "I'm going to be so productive today! I'm going to send that email I need to send, do work, and go out and exercise!"
Me, in reality: *stays in my room, doing nothing except watching Youtube videos*
A few weeks ago, I finally came up with a new book idea since Project E, a YA story that I'm really excited about. But...I still have 2/3 graduation requirements to take care of, including writing a 20+ page research paper, and I feel like I can't start working on my own things until I finish my school work. Blehhhhhh.
I always get nervous when I get a new story idea because there's always a part of me that's wondering, "Am I actually going to finish writing this thing, or is it going to join my Unfinished Story Graveyard?" Project E was one of those rare stories that grabbed me by the throat and refused to let go until I wrote it. Most stories, including New Still Untitled Story, aren't like that.
Also, still burnout, still health issues, and still low-key anxious about Project E being on submission. And Anxiety Brain tends to make me brood about a lot of things, like all my past social mistakes, or "Was submitting Project E to a publisher instead of querying more the right decision?", or...etc. Sigh.
Me, in reality: *stays in my room, doing nothing except watching Youtube videos*
A few weeks ago, I finally came up with a new book idea since Project E, a YA story that I'm really excited about. But...I still have 2/3 graduation requirements to take care of, including writing a 20+ page research paper, and I feel like I can't start working on my own things until I finish my school work. Blehhhhhh.
I always get nervous when I get a new story idea because there's always a part of me that's wondering, "Am I actually going to finish writing this thing, or is it going to join my Unfinished Story Graveyard?" Project E was one of those rare stories that grabbed me by the throat and refused to let go until I wrote it. Most stories, including New Still Untitled Story, aren't like that.
Also, still burnout, still health issues, and still low-key anxious about Project E being on submission. And Anxiety Brain tends to make me brood about a lot of things, like all my past social mistakes, or "Was submitting Project E to a publisher instead of querying more the right decision?", or...etc. Sigh.
